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Friday, 27 May 2005

  • wow... its been such a long time since i've wrote sumthin but i guess i've been pretty busy... lately i've begun to think that i'll never get a b/f i mean ye thats a stupid thing to say but guyz are jus not interested... i see gurls at skewl who are jus mean bitchy ugly people and yet they have the hottest sweetest b/f's.... it makes me think i must be such a horrible bitch that im never gonna get a b/f i mean wat is so wrong with me that i can't get a b/f am i such a bitch that no guy likes me... am i not athletic enough do i have nothing that anybody is attracted too... honestly i feel like such a nerd magnet any guy who likes me is either a pervert, a nerd or a jerk... why can't a sweet cute guy just ask me out??? am i really that bad of a person...

Wednesday, 02 February 2005

  • Sum time last week one of my friends told me not to make any plans for this saturday cuz she was coming into town and she wanted my other friends and i to hang out... Well it sounded like fun so the gullable person i am i didn't make any plans and i was kinda excited about going out since i hadn't seen her in such a long time.... Today is wednesday and you know wat i still hav no idea about wat is going on for saturday and it really pisses me off everybody just keeps saying i dont know wat do u think.... do u really wanna kno wat i think i think u should stop asking wat i think cuz it doesn't matter u should decide cuz its not me who arranged the outing in the first place... u told me to not make other plans and all of a sudden its going to be saturday and i am going to be at home all by myself AGAIN..... im tired of waiting around... and i hate to be told the plans at the last minute... Why? well i'll tell u...

    a. I don't have enough time to get ready.

    b. It implies that i hav nothing better to do that wait around for u to tell me wat to do.

    c. It just really pisses me off.

    People are always like o why dont we hang out??? well i'll tell u its becuz nobody makes the plans and u kno wat i would do it but everytime i do everyone doesnt like my ideas so i just decided to give up on the whole thing....

Monday, 31 January 2005

  • I heard this song the other day and it was about all the horrible things that are in the world and the existence of God... It really made me think about the existence of God... How can there be so many horrible things happening in the world if there is a God why does our God let these things happen to his children... I mean why are people homeless, unemployed, depressed, lonely... Why is there little babies that nobody wants while there are couples desperate to have children but cant it really makes me wonder if there really is a God... Now i dont mean to offend anybody its just a thought....

Saturday, 29 January 2005

  • You kno there are so many things that ppl hide.... i mean i should kno i hide all of my problems from everyone else.... i hate to complain cuz wat if their problems are worse then mine... although that doesnt mean mine dont count i dont want ppl to feel sorry for me.. in the morning i get up and go to skewl and inside im so depressed about all the bad things in my life but then i manage to hav this fake smile and fake happiness all day... theres so much pain in the world and i think i hide mine because i dont want to add to all the pain i want to hide it and forget about all the horrible things in life... but its still there it doesnt go away... i think we hav to face our problems before they become somthing we cant handle....

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